It's almost 10:30. I am numb. The ambulance just pulled out with my husband in the back, and I cannot follow them. I just cannot.
I took a hot bath after I got the boys to bed. When I came out after staring at the ceiling for nearly an hour, Mark was in pain. I went to bed anyway, but it only got worse. He started having sharp pains, in his chest and shooting down his arms. We called 911, and I DID plan to follow them, but the aspirin and the nitro helped him a lot. I can tell he's not in danger. (What if I'm wrong? I just can't think about that.) I just can't drive without a little sleep. I seriously don't think I would make it. I feel horrible, though. Sleep. I have to sleep.
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